my homosexuality can not be stopped
Realization
I’ve noticed that the amount of anxiety attacks that I get correlated with my lack of sleep. For instance, I’ve had 2 panic attacks today and I got four hours of sleep last night. When I sleep a good 6-8 hours I have no panic attacks. The scar on my lip is open again so I really hope I get some sleep tonight.
Security
Today is my wife’s first security shift and I can’t sleep knowing that she is out somewhere until 4am. I want her to work and be happy, but I also don’t want anything bad to happen to her. I guess the important thing is that her new job has made me realize just how much she truly means to me. I loved her more than enough to marry her, but now I know that she is my person. That if I did lose her, I wouldn’t be okay. She’s my best friend. The only person who truly knows me inside and out. I won’t take her for granted ever again.
i just want to travel, have good sex & eat good food in every place i go to with the love of my life.
If you see this
You were visited by the magic kitten of rest. Reblog to have a good night’s sleep.
I get cute for:
1. me
2. to be admired from afar but left the hell alone
3. To look at myself when I pass by store windows
In your 20s, you’re a snack.
In your 30s, you’re a bombshell.
In your 40s, you’re a vixen.
I’m your 50s+, you’re THAT bitch.
Don’t let gross men and the media make you believe beauty ends in your early twenties.
I always try to fill my prescription early so that I don’t miss a day of medication but I decided to choose a new doctor closer to our apartment and I had to get his permission to get a refill. We had a phone appointment and it was pretty ridiculous.
What medication are you looking to refill? How long have you been taking it? What are you taking it for? Have you had any thoughts of harming yourself or others? Is there anything else I can help you with?
That was it. It didn’t last more than 5 minutes. And unfortunately when he “sent it to the pharmacy” I still had to call for them to fill it so it will be ready tomorrow and I missed two days of medicine. The worst part is on the way home from work I bit through my lip and made myself bleed. Tomorrow can’t come fast enough.
Demi Lovato being in the hospital brought up some seriously complex emotions in me. I’m taken back to when I found out Jessie was in the hospital. How helpless I felt when I was too far to be with my family. How lost I was when she didn’t make it. I hope and pray that no one else has to feel that way. I hope that she is able to get her life back together and live it because she has a second chance. I hope she realizes just how lucky she is to come out of this alive.